I am at a loss for words. Yes, I know a shock for many of you. Nevertheless a reality for now. Or maybe, more correctly, too many words seem to roll around in my head right now. Most of them tend to the melodramatic with a distinct hue of blue to their cast. Words that are probably meant more for the private musings of my journal rather than this forum.
For this reason and many others, I'm going to count August as a hiatus from my writing here. It is the final few weeks of summer, I'm on a break from school and I'm hoping to take this time to get a personality transplant and entirely redo my life. You know, small realistic goals like these have always been my forte.
If I don't attain either of those goals in the next few weeks, maybe it will be a time to sort, reflect and come back to the page refreshed and renewed.
Enjoy your August. I'll be doing the same.
Update: Goodness, I see that I didn't do such a spectacular job of reigning in the melodrama when I wrote this. Who wants to go quietly into the night when screaming your guts out is just . . . louder.
Despite this post's snarky attitude, I am looking forward to a few weeks break from my regular life and plan to come back in September reinvigorated and ready again to write and discuss with all of you. See you then!
2 comments:
i was wondering where you were. enjoy the rest of your summer.
Luke and I have a word for what you've described, and we use it often: overwhelmsion. I love to hear what you have to say, anytime you want to say it. Enjoy your hiatus, get some good mental rest, breathe deeply, and come back and talk to me electronically (and in person!) whenever you can. I hope everything's okay. If it's not, I know you'll *get* it okay and keep on truckin'. :) Meanwhile, let me know what I can do to help you -- I'm your friend!
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